You will find me if you want me in the garden

You will find me if you want me in the garden
unless it’s pouring down with rain
You will find me waiting through sping and summer
You will find me waiting waiting for the fall
You will find me waiting for the apples to riped
You will find me waiting for them to fall
You will find me by the banks of all four rivers
You will find me at the spring of conciousness
You will find me if you want me in the garden
unless it’s pouring down with rain

Einsturzende Neubauten

small town – Lou Reed

When youre growing up in a small town
When youre growing up in a small town
When youre growing up in a small town
You say, no one famous ever came from here

When youre growing up in a small town
And youre having a nervous breakdown
And you think that youll never escape it
Yourself or the place that you live

Where did picasso come from
Theres no michelangelo coming from pittsburgh
If art is the tip of the iceberg
Im the part sinking below

When youre growing up in a small town
Bad skin, bad eyes, gay and fatty
People look at you funny
When youre in a small town

My father worked in construction
Its not something for which Im suited
Oh, what is something for which you are suited
Getting out of here

I hate being odd in a small town
If they stare let them stare in new york city
As this pink eyed painting albino
How far can my fantasy go

Im no dali coming from pittsburgh
No adorable lisping capote
My hero, oh, do you think I could meet him
Id camp out at his front door

There is only one good thing about small town
There is only one good use for a small town
There is only one good thing about small town
You know that you want to get out

When youre growing up in a small town
You know youll grow down in a small town
There is only one good use for a small town

You hate it and youll know you have to leave

Jesus blood never failed me yet

I discovered this a couple fo days ago

“The studio in which Bryars recorded the piece was next to a busy art studio. When constructing the piece, Bryars unintentionally left the loop playing and his door open during a lunch break; when he returned, the usually lively studio was quiet, and some people were crying—Bryars attributed this to the somber mood created by the tramp’s singing. The tramp, whose voice was featured in the recording, died before Bryars had finished constructing the piece”

so dont give me the “1/100 of a second” fake sentimental bullshit

Air in color

while you out booze and shmooze I work.




the color results from the AIR concert.expired 1600 fuji

since the Rufus Weinright concert will be a sitting one,I think I will not take a camera(i dont have a viable SLR or a tele at the moment – but I could loan one)

Рабочее утро

“Еще над миром ночь сквозная,
Сны лезут в каждую кровать.
Но широка страна моя родная,
Пора вставать, пора вставать.

Еще по лицам бродит дрема,
Помят и заспан солнца лик,
Но, чертыхаясь на подъемах,
Ползет на стройку грузовик.

Пешком, в автобусах, в трамваях
Спешит к цехам рабочий люд.
Земля тогда лишь оживает,
Когда рабочие встают.”

cardiac arrest

התקפת לב באישון לילה,
במיטה מזיע
אין אויר תפתח חלון
ברחוב למטה אנשים צועקים
אתה מתכווץ, תופש את החזה.

לא נשאר זמן,
כל נשימה אתה נהיה
יותר קטן.
נראה שהפעם אתה לא הולך
לצאת מזה כל כך מהר.

נדמה שהפעם
אתה הולך ואולי גם לא תשוב עוד
אל החדר שהכרת.
הסדין המוכתם בזיעה
יישאר מקומט
רק כמה ימים או שבועות
ואחר כך יכובס או יקופל בשקית.
(אסף אמדורסקי)

אסף אמדורסקי – התקפת לב