these two seem to work together

in my head at least.


today I am going to see Auktyon among other things. Possibly do a little street shooting. Going to be a busy day.

I understood today that it is stupid to expect recognition of my photographic vision by all,when only a small group of people bears me as a person.That is a relief.I just need someone to remind that to me every time I start to get whiny.

The Bahai Gardens

The Bahai Gardens in Haifa are so groomed that the word roccoco comes to mind. They seem so unnatural it is a bit frightening.



Kodak announced a new version of tmax 400.Nice.

Life is strange. Often I feel happy in the morning and sad in the evening. I have nothing to complain about but yet I am not happy. I feel I dont know where I am heading. I think one of the things that drive me is photography – but where am I going with it? An exhibition or a book would attract no one,I will never make money of it in a way I would enjoy it and yet I don’t see myself not taking pictures.

That what plays in my head:

Nick Cave-into my arms

I don’t believe in an interventionist God
But I know, darling, that you do
But if I did I would kneel down and ask Him
Not to intervene when it came to you
Not to touch a hair on your head
To leave you as you are
And if He felt He had to direct you
Then direct you into my arms

дай мне напится железнодорожной воды.

I returned from Kinnereth and after a shower and a change of clothes I packed a backpack and a leica and went to Haifa, I returned half an hour ago.

This city has a ton of photographic possibilities,I visited the very decent Japanese Museum and the Bahai Garden.

I spent the day with Anastacia and enjoyed it very much.I am glad to be home.
I miss Tel Aviv(hasnt been there for over a week). I miss a certain set of smiling curls.

life choices





The Vardi Kahana exhibit in Tel Aviv art museum is good if not excellent.

I am now standing at a crossroads in my life. From one side – I need to do some academiccareer choices,from the other – I am young and want to enjoy life.
One comes at the expense of the other. It has become clear to me that the reasons for which I have chosen my proffessional choices are no longer valid – they never were – they were dictated by the place and the time much more then by logic or my heart desires.
I am not sorry for most of them – but it does make me wonder how reasonable my priorities are.

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